the world certainly looks different when you're starting to hate them all...

scream at yourself. IT'S NOT WORTH IT! IT'S NOT WORTH IT!!!

and we know we're already screwed when we're saying "i miss you" to the people who are right by our sides, who hold our hands, who tell us "don't worry, it'll be okay, everything's going to be okay"

there's some lines stuck in our heads
"if you want to kill yourself, do it, because your face will never get less vinyl and sad"
its not by us its not not not but

but the thing is we don't really know what we want, do we? we do not and even if we do, it will change, maybe later today, maybe tomorrow, maybe even if you just wait a month yet

patience
does
not
solve
problems

it waits
for them
to solve your problems
for you

we're hearing voices hearing voices
can't find the source? oh but
he whispers in my ear and whispers and whispers and makes the sky fall
when we're down
well, you say, be a grown-up, tell yourself its all in your head its all in your head
make. it. stop.
it's all in your head and they won't listen to me
we are TRYING to concentrate here
MAKE IT STOP

"if you want to kill yourself,
do it"

"i dare you" he says
I DARE YOU